New username.
Kill Me NowKill me now Im close enough to dead Ghosts and demons and fallen angels They beckon me into An underground bedKill Me Now
My weeping eyes will be covered Shutting out life My scars will be hidden The ones that came from your knife
Dirt will hide my story Hide my frailty hide my face Hide my casket clothing My body, covered in black lace
Darkness will touch my features Gently kiss my lips And my music will be silence Ill embrace it with dead finger tips
Some may bring me flowers Though I prefer that they did not..
EmptyEmpty faces They scream empty words Empty places For hollow minds to lurk Empty expectations On which our souls, they feed To live up to their empty images Is what we feel like we needEmpty
And now im empty too And im becoming Just another empty soul Just like you
Death Caught Up To MeEverything inside me Has turned to everything I hate What do you doDeath Caught Up To Me
When you dont know yourself anymore
I put a lock on my heart Ive kept it hidden from view And a chain around my soul So their lies cant break through
The keys destroyed And now im locked forever Its slowly becoming comforting Keeps my sanity together
But slowly destruction catches up to me And soon I see no life
Ahead of me
Now ive fallen to my dungeon floor And im so cold The air is too thick I cant breathe Built too many unbreakable walls
Dont Look At MeI look at me And I cant see any of the things in myself That you claim to see I think what you see is an illusion Because reflections never lie And I know what I seeDont Look At Me
when I look at myself I see nothing
I see damage I see fears I see dead empty eyes That have cried too many tears I see emotional burden Scars that nobody else can see Scars that I dont want to have to see
So I smile But I realize that im lying to myself
Because im not happy
Why do you wrap yourself up In what you think I am? &
Barbie GirlAttemptI’ve based too much off this moment I know I’ve lived on a lie Why did I change myself for you? I can no longer reach your hand You’ve strayed too far You’ve corrupted me to the point of death And what more, I still can’t get over you Stop blocking my path Stop the guilty feelings that have taken over my days I no longer want to feel Just take it all away I’m done being strong I’m done holding everything inside My tongue won’t allow me to speak My mind won’t allow me to thinkAttempt
My heart won’t allow me to mend the brokenness
My breath won’t allow me
Deviant heart II
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Ignore the fact that there are two poems titled "Dont Look At Me" the reason I submitted the second one with the "edit" on there was because I thought for some reason the first one hadnt worked but it wouldnt let me submit another poen with the same title (even though the first one wouldnt show up under recent submissions) so I stuck the "edit" on there. They are the same.
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>Nikki<
Just saw your comment on your userpage, and was just wondering if you knew that you could actually go back and edit your submissions!!! or you can delete it, and put the new one up!
(it's on the deviation page... beside the
thanks for the watch!
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"Dont follow my footsteps (I run into walls)."
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